October
2002, after graduating from Lynchburg College in Lynchburg,
Virginia. She has just returned to the States where
she plans to find work with a nonprofit organization
focused on social justice. This interview was conducted
shortly before she left Haiti.
What were your spiritual hopes when you signed
up with the ASL program?
As a college student I felt a deep sense of call to
live in direct response to the love I felt from God.
This meant choosing a lifestyle of walking gently
on the Earth, as well as working for economic and
social justice and peace. But living this kind of
lifestyle is daunting. I constantly felt my efforts
were being sabotaged by U.S. consumerist culture.
In coming to Haiti, I hoped to move out of a culture
where I was constantly being asked for time and money
and into a culture where I could find a different
perspective on life. I wanted a new perspective that
would help my spiritual journey, which I hope involves
an ever-stronger commitment to the radical call of
Christ. Not only in terms of living an external lifestyle
more congruent to my profession of faith, but also
in moving toward a deeper internal life with God.
My Haitian sisters and brothers are helping me with
my hope to be a better disciple of Christ.
How has your perspective on your faith changed
in the last year?
For me, the words of the gospel and the voices of
the Old Testament prophets have really come to life
here.
As I pray and meditate on Scripture, I understand
more of God’s plan for our world—a plan
of hope and change,
peace and justice. As Christians, we are to take hope
in the transforming power of Christ and to allow peace
and justice to flow through our actions and words.
Living with the people in my community has taught
me about the importance of visiting the sick, freely
sharing food, money, and resources, and helping out
in the gardens and around the house. In terms of a
worldwide perspective, I have learned about international
relationships between nations and peoples, which I
hope will help my future decisions about politics,
finances, etc.
Have you had any spiritual surprises while
you’ve been in Haiti?
I’m not sure I would call it a spiritual surprise,
but more of a delightful discovery about the classic
spiritual isciplines. disciplines. After reading about
meditation,
prayer, study, simplicity, and celebration, etc.,
they have become great tools for helping to deepen
my spiritual life.
Can you give one specific experience that
has been especially influential on you?
The relationship that has most affected my spiritual
life here has been my friendship with a sixty-seven-year-old
woman named Maren. Maren has become a spiritual guide
for me in the way that she lives her life. The joy
that she embraces every day is apparent in all that
she does; her walk with Christ is vividly transparent
in all that she does. It’s difficult to describe
all that I’ve learned from Maren because so
much of what I’ve learned from her has been
through example. The kindness and joy she finds in
God radiates from her face, which you can only really
understand if you see her smile.
How do you hope your experience in Haiti will
stay with you when you move back to the U.S.?
I hope to continue to deepen my relationship with,
and to live faithfully in devotion to, God. I hope
to continue to allow myself to be transformed by the
Holy Spirit and try to live in peace with the Earth
and other people. I know these are big and daunting
things, that I won’t always succeed, but I’m
profoundly grateful, because I feel like in Haiti
I’ve been given more strength for the journey.
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